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x 7:32 AM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
i dont know. i really feel so empty now. the rest had make up with their friends already. all their problems were so easily solved. bud what about mine? i really hope one day i'll be able to solve the problem between us. i really miss yu. no matter how long it will be. i'll be here waiting i mean it
confused; lost ;
x 5:02 AM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
when i saw yu put your arms around her i had to pretend not to see it.
when yu had so much more to talk to her i pretended not to see too.
i cant say anything. i've no rights to do so.
guess this is retribution.
bud darling i really miss yu. i really miss the past.
i forgt i spent how many days crying over this. i really yearn for your return bud i know everything's different already. perhaps im not important to yu already bud honestly yu're still very important to me.
i look at others. problems of theirs could be solved so easily. i really envy them. ours? the problem could be solved bud the torn hole left between us seems so difficult to mend. im sorry darling. i know im wrong le. please forgive me. i really miss yu
confused; lost ;
x 1:43 AM
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the lost girl
this is not me. where's the strong and cheerful girl i used to know?
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