when i saw yu put your arms around her i had to pretend not to see it. when yu had so much more to talk to her i pretended not to see too. i cant say anything. i've no rights to do so. guess this is retribution. bud darling i really miss yu. i really miss the past. i forgt i spent how many days crying over this. i really yearn for your return bud i know everything's different already. perhaps im not important to yu already bud honestly yu're still very important to me. i look at others. problems of theirs could be solved so easily. i really envy them. ours? the problem could be solved bud the torn hole left between us seems so difficult to mend. im sorry darling. i know im wrong le. please forgive me. i really miss yu
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the lost girl
this is not me. where's the strong and cheerful girl i used to know?